For the first time in my life I understand what it's like to miss something. I really didn't understand before because I never really missed anything. I've always looked at it like it's no big deal because I know I'll see people again. What a horrible feeling this is.
Reading about how Sagan is meowing his head off while "looking for me," and about how Tyler says, "[tara's] in Laska, I can't find her," makes me miss home. I hate not being there for beings that don't understand why I'm gone, especially because it can't be explained to them. It's such a sad thought! It's also really sad to see fun guests go because I know I'll probably never see them again. I've learned what it feels like to miss something and be helpless and I hate it because it seems to have seeped into other parts of my life. I miss you people, damnit! Luckily it's not ruling my life yet. It would be in a sad way if I started counting down days until I can go home rather than savoring the number of awesome filled days I have left.
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Enjoy the days you are there! Tyler is young enough that you being gone for a couple months isn't a huge big deal. He will be happy when you get home though, that's for sure!
Savor your days left, it's the correct thing to do! We will be here and Tyler and Sagan will make it. We're savoring the days until we see you!! I'd still like to come up after Aruba.
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when is Aruba?
July 12th to the 19th
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